I have been busy in my garden today, even tho I am on the tail end of the flu. My body did tell me tho to take it easy and not do too much. I was so woozy at some stages but sat down and drank water...plus I have a little fold out seat I used. So that helped.
I replanted my strawberries as they werent doing any good in their pot, and planted some snow peas, and some radish, and lettuce. Hopefully this week in the mail I should get my peat pots, for my tomatos. I had bought some plastic seedling pots but they are absolute garbage.
I was stoked too when I went up the side garden and found that my hen and chicken fern had babies...so I gently took them away from their mama and repotted them, all 4. I loves my ferns.
I then came in and made some gift tags and cards, as I am a shocker when it comes to having a present for someone but no card! So I sat and made these.
Close up of some.
Well Friday was my little girls 18th Anniversary of her death, and needless to say I was a little upset. The kids helped out and cooked dinner(frozen lasagne and home made garlic bread). I was really upset tho when the only ppl that made contact with me was a sms from my cousin in the morning saying that she was thinking of me and my aunt saying the same thing...My own mother didnt ring or sms or anything. I go out of my way to help her with different things all the time. I dont know wether she forgot(which I doubt) or what, but either way I'm pissed off. Hubs drove me down on saturday to put some flowers on her grave. Which then it all hit home and I had a good cry.
She was 20 months old when she died. And it is hard to think of all the things she may have liked in life, like food or colours or tv shows or clothing. I know life goes on, and it does for the most part, but it still hurts. And for my own mother to forget or if she remembered and just didnt make contact... I am not that sort of a person, and I do not have those values in life. I like to let ppl know I am thinking of them, and am there if they need me.

Thought for The Day; Keep those walls up to a degree, to save yourself from a lot of hurt.